Hedonistic me

You tell me all this shit since you’ve been with her. You wanted closure and I never thought you deserved it but you came running to me last night anyways. You cried your heart out saying you regret it and that you were going to miss me. You needed me to pretend it was our last night together and just fuck me not one last time but two times because we never go a day without doing that. I fucking gave in so you would leave. After that, you asked if I would ever take you back if you left her and I said no. I said I had to tell her and again, you broke down in tears. You said for one, your mom is close to her and you don’t want your mom to hurt again. Then you said you already lost me, and you don’t want to lose her because you’re afraid of being alone. I lied and said I wouldn’t because she has a child not because I wanted you to myself. Like I said, there will never be a future between us after what you did to me. I’m glad you ended up hating me after this. I’ve always been blinded by the true you. You were always manipulative and crazy that’s why I never had the strength to leave you sooner. Never thought it would end up like this, but she had the right to know what you were doing since you’ve been with her. I warned her once and I told her again because you weren’t fair to neither of us.  Congrats, you want me dead, I’m dead to you now.

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